Walking away

Life is too precious to be left in a message,
Or to be described in a eulogy in a few emotional seconds,
The Rambling on in my soul,
Gods grace muted my constant transgressions.
I can’t proclaim that I’m free without the devils objections!
If I live to see another day,
I pray it’s better than all my other days?
Open my eyes to see the truth in their lies,
Why is it soo many choose to be enemies of the innocent,
They desire forgiveness yet they refuse to repent.
The difference is your daddy came in lust and i was sent,
I understand the power in our words that’s why i changed my name to Magnificent!
I come from the first Heaven with no fear of the second death,
Looking for a prophecy in my eyes they witnessed the evidence.
All i could see was the future but they wanted to reminisce,
Able approached with peaceful arms, while Cain was balling up his fist?

Kissing frogs!

My vision was blurred by the world i couldn’t focus,
Every time they inhale they exhale hopelessness,
We worship the dead while forgetting the living,
If God held grudges none of us would be forgiven?
I wanna leave more than a legacy of pain to my children,
Another tower of Babbel is what they’re building.
What if God answered all your enemies prayers for vengeance?
Talking to slaves with no ambition to be free is irrelevant, grasping at society we all wanna feel relevant!
Alive in dead at the same time,
Me and the old me share the same body but not the same mind.
If this is a gift then why isn’t it giving?
Trouble is the only thing i seem to hit with precision,
If they don’t feel like they’re alive it doesn’t matter if you tell them keep living?
I’m throwing a life saver to those drowning in sorrow, while some are unappreciative of today their fear is the sunshine of a lonely tomorrow!

Open!

All they have are there spirited tears,
Many died still asking why am i here?
I keep in my diary an entirety of my days without pause,
If there’s no place to lay blame then was it all for no cause?
If I’m innocent of the commandments, then i must be found not guilty of your religious bylaws,
Gideon take the men who lap the water up like dogs!
They’ll always be those who only see the rainbow and those who only see the fog?
Their’s the friend that betrays you and the friend that pulls his sword,
The house nigger that ignores what troubles his eyes and the Nat Turner who’s compelled to get involved?
Some want to die but life is holding them prisoner, in the cell of their own mind demons were their only visitors!
My first love was loneliness i still remember her!
I divorced my yesterday now me an my tomorrow are free to date,
A dead poet killed by society today is our resurrection day!

What if?

I’m a desire lusting for liars, manipulating our ways through life trying to escape the fire.
Yelling you watched me yesterday now look at me today,
Free but still the descendants of slaves?
I’ve enjoyed short Goodbyes and long hellos,
I’ve been told yes when i deserved to hear no!
I saw happy dreams blossom in places where only nightmares should grow?
God quenched my thirst in deserts where water had never flowed!
Time will tell but what if it lies,
I told myself i couldn’t do it, when my heart spoke, but what if we tried?
What if we could live an nobody died,
Imagine a world where we didn’t cry?
This almost gave me hope even my frown started to smile,
I gave over my authority to my passion an my life came alive.
On the day i was born i told them all I’ve only come here to die!
I wrote a dear John letter to hate,
This relationship lacks love and it’s time we dissipate and it’s obvious that we can no longer relate!

My truth hurts!

I had a conversation with the sun it apologized for not shining on my dark days,
I apologize to those I attacked when i couldn’t control my doggish ways!
I pray I’m making sense,
We’ve been free since we were currency and we’re still making cents,
I can imagine their faces in the moonlight when they saw Harriet at the fence!
Like a child that hears but doesn’t listen,
The present ignores history,
Reaching for a future that holds more pain than mystery?
All i have left now is the hope that the grave will soon cradle me in it’s cold arms like it’s baby!
My needs seem small in comparison,
Blood in His sweat as He Faced death they slept?
Conceded that poverty is all they were allowed to have,
Passed down years of mental defeat,
Taught to turn the other cheek and manipulated into believing that retreat is being meek?
So every time i raise my voice massa crouches in fear, while those i protest for turn to attack me and tell me why do i bring trouble here?

Trying

Sometimes they die without anyone grieving?
Sometimes I’m cut without bleeding?
Sometimes i look without seeing?
Most times I’m praying without kneeling?
Because I’m standing before a giant and my attention is needed!
Sometimes I’m gone without leaving?
Sometimes I’m more faithful when I’m not believing?
Sometimes i drown when I’m breathing?
Sometimes they want compassion an not preaching?
Sometimes God reaches you before you’ve hardened your heart to someone teaching you?
Sometimes all i want is your eyes to talk to your ears and deliver a message to your soul that your brain refuses to hear?
Sometimes I’m down because i haven’t recognized how high I’m already up?
Sometimes i don’t give a fuck!
Sometimes i thank God I’m not Jesus because i would’ve given up?
I give up now and I’m not faced with death!
Nobodies chanting crucify him an give us Barabbas!
I haven’t been handed over to religious savages so they they can satisfy their unholy ritualistic habits!

Sometimes

Sometimes they die without anyone grieving?
Sometimes I’m cut without bleeding?
Sometimes i look without seeing?
Most times I’m praying without kneeling?
Because I’m standing before a giant and my attention is needed!
Sometimes I’m gone without leaving?
Sometimes I’m more faithful when I’m not believing?
Sometimes i drown when I’m breathing?
Sometimes they want compassion an not preaching?
Sometimes God reaches you before you’ve hardened your heart to someone teaching you?
Sometimes all i want is your eyes to talk to your ears and deliver a message to your soul that your brain refuses to hear?
Sometimes I’m down because i haven’t recognized how high I’m already up?
Sometimes i don’t give a fuck!
Sometimes i thank God I’m not Jesus because i would’ve given up?
I give up now and I’m not faced with death!
Nobodies chanting crucify him an give us Barabbas!
I haven’t been handed over to religious savages so they they can satisfy their unholy ritualistic habits!

Love!

They tell me that this is life but only death lives in this place,
Why is it that soo many feel alone in such a crowded little space?
i Cross my heart an daily hope i die,
If i ever offer you the truth but hand you a lie,
They watch us praying in pain and that’s all they offer is their eyes?
All He wanted was for them to suffer with Him a little while?
My phone never rings,
I’m a Troubled man is the song playing in the background, stumbling over my own steps i found myself back down?
What i need i never receive right now!
Noisy silence hurting my ears, frowning because losing my smile is all i fear?
Back to watching days pass me bye,
Screaming help like a man that needs to be rescued,
Look in the mirror an you’ll see the only person that test you?
Made myself a Alien they said needed to be alone so i gave them space,
Maybe i made love to easy so i left an gave them something to chase?
But i get bored easy,
So when they finally caught me i was nolonger looking for love to need me?

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